9 days into July and this is my first post. Some of you might have been wondering what happened to me and others probably didn’t notice I was gone. To be real with you folks I just needed some time to myself. I don’t really know what exactly caused it or anything like that but I’ve just been feeling really drained lately. Have you ever had those days when you’re happy and chipper on the outside when you’re out with your friends but then when night time hits that’s when all your thoughts and emotions begin to run wild? Yeah, I understand that completely. for the past 2 weeks I’ve been wanting to write but I just couldn’t think of anything to write about, my motivation was gone and my inspiration was no more.
Growing up, I never really had much people to look up to other than whoever was on the television screen. My older brothers were too busy hanging out with their friends, friends for me were pretty much non existent. So who did I really turn to? Is this loneliness that I’m feeling? No, it can’t be, I’ve got all the people in the world that matter to me so how could a person feel such things? This post isn’t even making any sense right now but I just needed to get it out there. Thanks for reading if you’ve gotten this far. There’s a dragon festival happening in Seattle this weekend which is also featuring a cosplay contest, so maybe that’ll cheer me up.